He hears my concerns

But, with no help offered. Under comparison, the way Raymond communicates with me makes me feel way more comfortable and happier.  Again, communication issues.  So 9 sad. 

Dllm attitude again! Ruied my friday night. Wtf. I deserve a better husband. 

Bye rayray .@.

Every time seeing my family goes back to canada, i ask myself, why am i here? Ai. IdK.  Raymond doesn’t want me to leave canada more than anyone else although he never tells. But he’s the one who supports my decision the most. He thinks for me more than I do. He has done so…

I need my happiness 

If I am not always happy being with this man, theres no point I suffer myself. I really don’t mind breaking up after being together 8 years, or even 10, 12, or 20 years.  Damn you. 

Boring person

I feel like I am talking to myself in the house. My bf talks to me with “mmm” and “yea” 90% of the time. I told him many different stories/gossips throughout the day. However, I only remember one thing that he said, which is “I want to buy Berburry.” Even if he doesn’t have anything…

Don’t make me your burden

Last night, Lawrence told me he wants to go back to Toronto because he wants to be with his family. There was nothing I could say, except reinforcing myself, there is nothing more important than his parents to him. I feel hurt. I came to Hong Kong for him, leaving my mom alone in Toronto.…